Monday, July 11, 2016

Next phase of life

Another month has passed and I realised that I'm pondering on the same question. What if I have chosen a different path? What if I have been more firm? What ifs? I've always preach that nothing happens without a reason. There's no such thing as coincidence. Everything is in God's hands. But a mere human will always hope to bring things to their own control. 

I submit myself to you, Lord. I don't know what to decide and I can only lean to you. There's too much of voices and I'm getting confused. 

Pastor said fast and pray. Fast and pray. My dear prayer warriors, please remember me in your prayers. 

For those who are celebrating, I wish you Selamat Hari Raya and enjoy your time with your family and friends :) 

And I'm dreading to go to work tomorrow ><

Monday, May 16, 2016


Browsing through Facebook and Instagram makes me feel that I have no life. Scrap that. Let me rephrase. It makes me feel that my life is not interesting.

Oh wells. I have been thinking a lot lately. I think that life is short and I should not waste time watching House and playing candy crush. (I am at season 8 of House by the way :) I should get out and do something more life fulfilling like joining the social concern group and distribute food to the needy. I should visit my old neighbours even when I am not fetching them to church. I should spend more time reading "Streams of Living Water" to prepare for the bible study end of May. I should spend more time connecting with my family. I should spend more time with God.

There is so much that I want to do. What if one day I am not able to accomplish all that? How would I feel? *ponders*

Well... despite all of the above, I have been doing a lot of things. I have been managing a large amount of hirings at work. I have been involved in the Staffing Committee which opened me to an entire new world. I have been pushing myself to go to gym at least twice a week. I am trying to be more open and forgiving and responsible.

OK, I better continue drafting my church comms. Yay! I manage to have one post per month.
See you again next month! :D

Wednesday, April 06, 2016

It Is Well With My Soul

I attended a wake service recently. The lady didn't have any critical illness and it was a rather sudden death. But she kept the house rather neat and clean. She even informed on which portrait she wants to use in her funeral when she was still alive. 

So, I have decided that this will be the song that has to be played during my wake service next time. Do remember.

Monday, March 14, 2016


I've been treating myself well lately.

Got two pairs of FitFlop. 

To my defence, there's promotion and I had been wanting to get them for years. Or maybe months. 

Went for my long wanted Thai oil massage too. Simply awesome!


Today is a very special day. I attended a course with my partner and I felt that we have learnt so much about each other in a couple of hours.

The art of communication.

Hope for more good to come! 

Time to go! *yawn* Good night kawan :)  

Thursday, February 18, 2016